Are Women Really worth it

2006-07-10T21:28:00.001+08:00

I finally made up my mind on something....and im committed about it....i realise taht most of the women i noe only wanna go out with me because i have cash....

I have made my mind to eradicate these so called women n begin spending time with people who really bother about me...i will never ever treat a gerl again unless

A) Shes Family
B) Shes someone i plan to date
C) Shes really poor and needs a gd meal...

So to all those monkeys of things that call yourselves ladies....suck it...And God bless you in what ever you do...cause i wont...

Cheers
Dod

2006-07-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

A blind date or something like that...

2006-07-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

Yeps....you heard it...a blind date or some sort like that.....yeps...i kinda had one yesterday..set up by my friend kai wei.....at chijmes last nite. Was quite funny..basically what happenned was that i created abit of controversy because of my nick...

"looking for a girl tht is willing to take the public tranport"

So basically...my friend told one of his friends about it and she was interested to meet a guy like taht....so fast forward to yesterday..where she met me...

Ok..she is attractive...but i dunno..there is something fake about her....and she got bored after awhile...maybe because i started avoiding her when the England and Portugal match started...eventhough she kept rubbing my leg with her heel, which i thought was a bit too forward of her and therefore had to keep moving....
Well...i dont mind staying friends and seeing what happens...Aslo met up with xin yi...my dear og mate who is currently studying medicine in mel...im so proud of her as i think she is one of the smartest gerls i have even known and wish her all the best...

Even though she made me wait an hour....too many people aslways think i will be late...hahaha...im early dod from now on.....people...remember taht....still it was gd to catch up with her and also find out what been happening n u know just general gossip and stuff....

Chaired the facils meetinga whcih i came late for..watched superman returns after that...woo hoo...its a smashing movie with me boys, jansen, feb, boss.

Had dinner in meridien and bumped into xin yi and after taht went for the so called blind date....
i kinda am sick for the wc cause like the refreeing so bias...first germany and then portugal....England...sorry mates you got swindled.....

woke up damm late today and was quite happy abt taht as i havent woken up taht late for such a long time...

also thought of this peom to represend someone that i think you know...here it is...

When she rises in the morningI linger to watch her;
She spreads the bath-cloth underneath the window
And the sunbeams catch her
Glistening white on the shoulders,
While down her sides the mellow
Golden shadow glows as
She stoops to the sponge, and her hair
Sway like full-blown yellow roses.

She drips herself with water, and her shoulders
Glisten as silver, they crumple up
Like wet and falling roses, and I listen
For the sluicing of their rain-dishevelled petals.
In the window full of sunlight
Concentrates her golden shadow
Fold on fold, until it glows as
Mellow as the glory roses

ok i agree she doesnt have golden hair ...she a brunette...and she not really that beautiful ...but she kinda means the world to me...eventhough i have resigned myself to the fate taht i will never have her...which is ok..i realise...kinda got over her which is gd...

ok...need to get ready for another crappy week..for work....woo hoo....only two more weekkk.....yea..also the most distrubing piece of news.....why is chloe is the same TWC class as me.....arghhhhhhh....cheers....

U dont know me....

2006-06-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Just heard this two songs on the radio...made me think of life sometimes.....its collide by howie day and boston by augustana...
"
tHE words that really strike me...i noe its an old song...but ya....it goes like this...

" even the best fall down sometimes"
"even the wrong words seem to ryhme"
"out of the doubt that feels my mind"
i sometimes find that you and i collide"

"cause i think im going to boston"
"think im start a new life"
"think i start it over"
"where no one knows my name"
"think i need a new life"
"to leave this all behind"

I guess what it means is that sometimes i wish that people would understand that failure is ok and beat themselves up to suceed everytime....and boston...i guess is just my way of saying that sometimes im sick of singapore....u noe..i wanna just go out there and maybe see life in a new way...cause sometimes singaporeans just let me down...

saw the line up for womad...hope i get the job there...i loved the atmosphere there last year eventhough i had awful company...probably end up seeing bhavesh drinking again down there...
met audrey last year there...whoich was cool...shes looks even more amazing...hopefully i will get feb and jansen and harold lau and cecil a place there too...

will be cool to work with friends and all...

well...i just cant wait for the weekn..and to that stupid bitch that had to lie to me yesterday...pls get a life...u monkey...im indian..not stupid....we can hear wether ppl are ..u noe....stupid gerl....

Cheers

Still looking for a gerl that is willing to take the public transport

2006-06-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..its been like a while since my last post....was kinda depresses abt someone but ya..thank god im over it.... was quite a cool week actually....work was as boring as ever though i kinda now mastered the art of slacking and looking as though i am doing work....woo hooo.... the week really started for me on friday...after inspecting a skank...hahaha...doll herself up for Mos ...got a suprise call from allison...asking me to go to adams for supper...man ...i havent seen her since i met her in perth last year...i was also quite shocked taht she had my number but she offered to pick me up and hahaha...fark...shes a horrible driver....i had to take over man....she was like damm scary....hahaha...we ended up going clubbing...it was like damm hilaroius...but i guess thats what i miss abt ppl from aussie...the spontantenity...and the fun...we wanted to go to MOS ...but the line put us off..so we ended up to zouk...which was quite cool.... Sat....thank god chloe pulled of the recording on sat....cause i wasw too high anyways...went late for the tri touch meeting and after that went with suiyi and feb to golden mile cause suiyi got the directions wronmg...we were suppose to go to concourse but ya...it was fun with hjer n feb.,.....suiyi...you are a mad gerl and she has this way of looking so scary cause her eyes open up so wide...even bigger than mine....but shes a cool gerl...im really lucky cause 3/4 of the gerls in my planning dept are angels.... after that came back with feb and met up with skank, ah kow and shangs the bitch for a round of badminton....it was too fun...i played against ah kow and shangz whilst, some one slept....hahahah...shes going to hate me for saying this...but skank....pls wear more decent underewear.....or learn how to sleep properly....and pls learn how to shower under twenty minutes.... Dinner was at some damm gd chicken rice place and and after tht we went to eat selegie to eat egg tarts and toufu.....omg.,...its like nirvana der...met mama matthew there and its gd to know taht he still loves to bullshit abt his life..... Sunday was recording with chloe...wanna posyt her photo...espicially to all my aussie friends who have been asking who she is...but sorry Peter, Za, Michelle and Lops....i dont have a decent pic yet....must do her justice...welll chloes...shes a damm nice gerl..i felt so bad asking her to come but ya…thank god she was cool with it…

Had lunch with the dudes and dudettes…harold lau, olive, seeks and tc, cj and Priscilla, cecil, gary, jem...i feel ready to face th week after meeting them because they are the closest things I have to family in Singapore….after all…friendship is a rare commoditity now and I am lucky to have it….

Alrites…heres hell ya to another farked up week in the rat race….

Nito…

Bitter Sweet Smphony

2006-06-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

I recently met this girl three months ago and was blown away by her since the first day I knew her, I haven’t felt this way about a girl since Audrey from CJC..even my past two girlfriends I have had, Joanne and Kat, the amount of emotions I have for this girl , truly transcends them by a long shot.

I made a vow a couple of years back that I would never invest too much emotion into one single entity or person but I guess on this occasion I have let my heart win over my mind.

That is how muddled up the state of my emotions is now at this point of time.

The fact of the matter was, that I thought I could forget her in the hols..just bury myself in work , run the rat race but I realise I was just fooling myself. I even blocked her from msn in an attempt to forget her and the tactic worked , atleast for a brief moment. I felt that I could forget her …that was until last nite.

Wearing a floral dress that left little for imagination, she completely broke down my defences with a quick smile and a sarcastic remark and totally banished it with her laughter. In a nutshell she is everything I want in a woman, she’s both a friend and a companion. Shes got everything, sarcasm, wit, she’s beautiful, funny, intelligent and a wonderful smile.

I thought the world cup would atleast be my saviour but it wasn’t. I couldn’t help looking at the smooth contours of her skin, the freckles on her shoulder, the slight curl of her mouth, her parched lips from drinking to many beers and her wispy hair shrouding her face in a kadieascope of patterns. My friend were quite worried for me as they have never seen me so vunerable.

She then asked me to play pool with her, shes such a amazing player. With her body bursting out of her seams, it felt good in that strange little way, to see that the eyes of the people in brewerkz staring at her and looking at me with envy and lust…hahaha…she got irritated as I let her win the first game but she repaid the favour by giving me chance in the second match.

I foresee that we are probably going to have a lot of pool matches in smu as she is the only player amongst my friends that I can see is better than me in both skill and technique. After pool we started filling each other with was going on with our lifes since we last met. When I talk to her its like, we are the only two ppl in the world, like we were transported back to the beginning of the world, where there was only adam n eve in the world and the world was a beautiful place filled with angels and humming birds. Time seems to stop for me and the only thing I want to do is just take mental snap shots of her smile and the twinkling of her eyes…

We left shortly after twelve as she needed to go home to pack for a trip. As I went home on the bus with feb I realise then more then ever that I wanted her. I know its quite cliché to use this line but yep… all I wanted was to just lay there and ask her wether she would lay with me and just forget the world.

I realized by the time I got home, that I would have to forget her. She is like the poison apple that was in the garden of eden and I know that if I take the bite, things would just go downhill from there. The fact of the matter is that I would prefer never having her then ever losing her as a friend.

Socrates once said that , a man who knows no love , knows no suffering. I in this instance am tempted to agree with him. However there is a part of me that is telling me that, lying in my bed, days from today, would I be willing to trade all those days form this day onwards till then , to have come back and tell her that I loved her…well hopefully time will be my ally and help me make a decision..because at this point I still cannot make up my mind

Ntesss…..

CJC 27TH Student Council

2006-06-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

(From the left back, Pert, tiff, chris, seekz. gary, oliver, stan, cj, myself, "one thing", jem, greg, sh, eve)

Alrites this is prob a week overdue....hahhah..better late than never....Last friday was laus and mines bday party and it was damm gd once again to spend it with the people i noe affectionately know as my family...the 27th student council....

Before i introduce them..i first must do the honours and like introduce lau....my mate, my harold, my costello..( i realise that we have a damm gd chance of becoming singapores veroisn of harold and kumar)...who at the moment has "one thing" on his mind...this is a gd pic of him i think

ahhahha...he is like the grouchest most useless cant even get the location of carls jr ..useless man...but i love him...i have known him like for ages...close to nine years now and he has been thru everything with me...women, women, women and more women.....i guess he has been there since i had my first gf ....which i think is really cool....the best thing abt lau...is that he likes to pretend that he is stone cold steve austin but seroiusly...he is like a butterfly...except when you put too many doors in front of him...atleast im prd that i have made him the english speaking pervert taht he is now...nine years of training chin wah....

alrites back to the nite....quite a gd number of ppl came...cj, greglost, olive, gayry, lau, me, jem, seekz( pervert...hahahah....u noe what i mean lau eve stan and sh), stan, evien, sh, christal, tippany..( thanks for coming dear), and the suprise. package of the day...pert....ahhahaha..thnks pert for helping out and being such a sweetie pie....just a bit sad ppl like ...cecilia...(i hate u )...he he..coudlnt come because she was working..mel xia..wedding....hopefully the next time we all can go out....

the best thing about these ppl is that they have stuck thru me snow and fire, heaven and hell and have never even once doutbted me as a friend....i mean the true test of a friend is when all the chips are down and they are tere to help bring u up....all most of the ppl who came on that nite would do anything for me and vice versa man....

So kudos to a great nite which contuined in olives house and also thanks for the many presents...even though im not to sure wht im going to use the "ahem" for, but most of all thanks for the book u guys penned me...

A poet once said...." A Lucky man knows only five true friends his whole life"...well i must be damm lucky because i noe ten...

so as i finish this post....i wanna say that u guys havent given me the two best years of my life and the pain, nonense, fun, crap, wrong locations, timing issues, women, man issues..(gary i didnt forget u) and studies...and for all tht its worth...if i could go back into time to change anything...i would not change anything at all...im so happy and prd taht most of u are doing so well...and also to those ppl which i havent seen in a long time...Mel choo, elise, vincent, lionel soh, terence, ashley, johanna, and "its my bf/mum/dads bday today"...hope you guys are happy and well in your respective lifes and i wish you only the best for anything you do...

Cheers......Dodani

A wake up call

2006-06-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

I never thought that it would happen...But for the first time in my life i was smitten by a lady...all four feet of her....

I have been thinking about this over and over again and when i reached home i just had to blog abt it even though i wasnt really interested to blog today originally...

This is wht happenned, i was taking the 154 bus home and on the bus stop with me was this little girl who had just a ballet class and she was with her maid...

so we all go on the bus and like singaporeans we rushed to the seats....not caring who or what we whacked along the way...

so all the seats were filled up and on the next stop this old man got on and like he was like carrying some old newsppapers and stuff and like usual...no one even gave him a second look and didnt bother offering him a seat...except alicia...

She stood up and lead the old man by his hand and made him seat at her seat....i mean shes like six and she didnt even say a word...she just took his bag of newspapers in one hand and like lead him with his other hand....The old man was quite shocked...he was like ...dont need young gerl...dont need...but she said...i am going you the seat because i want too and not because i need too..im young and i have energy and mummy cooked chicken pasta..so i need to stand to be hungry...

i could actaully see the bus ppl quieten down and see tears on this old man's eyes...i was like damm impressed...i later asked the maid who indonesian how old was alicia and whT was her name....luckily she told me...cause i really needed to know...

the moral was ...are we all so caught up in our own world that we have forgotten on how to be moral and civil..we pride ourselves on being a nation of gentleman and ladies but it took a six year old to tell me thta we arent sometimes...has greed, the urge to be better than your neighbour, our competiveness made us like this....i wont really wanna speculate...

all i can say is thank you alicia...cause you have just made me realise how selfish i too have become...you taught me two very impt things today which are...wisdom does really know no age and that sometimes the best things do come in small packages...but most of all you have made my week and if you all see me smiling the whole of this week when you see me...just thank this amazing gerl called alicia..

ok but to the rest of the week...

toms is my recording with chloe...a crazy babe...well shes got a strange but wonderful sense of humour and i dont know why i feel that i am damm lucky that she agredd to co host with me.... friday is an outing with the guys and big boobs...sat is meetings n badminton and sunday is an day with the family...arghh..prob have to shave...damm...

also evien tan i wanna me photos.....how am i suppose to blog abt my bday party oif i dont have the photos....hullrry pls....hahahaha....ok and to tht useless skank..who played with something a couple of nites ago.....stop clubbing u skank...

Nito world....

Bday Party..or somesort

2006-06-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Nat and Wanlyn....yep its true..Natalias balding..but she still an angel..

Amanda tried to poison me..dont really wanna show her pic...(might get fined by govt for showing ugly women).i hate you skank..hahahaha..well...let me backtrack to to last nite the third of june....

well basicially Nat and wan yln tried to throw a bday party for me ....for like a get to togther...and i felt so touched...well the nite started fun enough with them giving me wrong directions which led me to have this damm interesting conversation with this chick from signature park called francine...she had nice boobies...woo hoo...

then when i finally got to nats house....amanda threw water at me and and kinda drenched me....i had dinner while she tortured us with her paino playing. we watched a soapy movie called just like heaven till jansen and feb arrived. Amanda left...(bagus dia pergi si kerana gua gak mahu dia di situ)... i mean its like she doesnt even wanna be there ..i dont understand her...too many issues and shes damm strange..well jansen said it best...why bother...shes not even close to us ..and i had the whole house to myself while nat and wanlyn fetched jansen and feb... i kinda did something when i was alone in that house...feel damm strange now talking abt it.....never mind..what ppl dont know...wont hurt them...sorry nat

hahaha...played winning eleven ...felt so gd....greg..im ready to kick your ass the next time we play....

they even bought me a cake and a tie...though i shoudl have told them i was anti cake because of the incident that happened to me when i was eight but ya i feel damm happy for some strange reason and i kinda have them to thank for it.

well the next week is going to be shitty cause of work and like there is som many things to do man... im so looking forward to another weekn man...actaully seroiusly...i camt wait for sch to start actually..miss the fun..the anticipations..dissappointment and the bitching....i so cant wait..

talking abt bicthing i actually played badminton with shangs , nyan and yn ay earlier in the week and the bitchin nyan was doing on a certain women from smu, year 2005 was damm gd...it reminded me why i really miss school
to that women...man..u are a loser...ahhahaa....

anyways its time for my dinner...so its adois and hell yea to a another fucked up week

cheers....Dod

Me First Day at work

2006-06-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

what a damm tiring ....i cant beleive some ppl actually get up so early every morning and go to work and slog...i mean slog and slog and still get paid so little...

But it was a gd experince...the company i am working for is lettin me try everything so thats pretty cool and the pay is much higher than i expected ....so...tats pretty gd too...

It was quite tiring and boring and i got booged down by the heat...but timelt msgs by friends and family made the day bearable...

Really lookin forward to the weekend... i really have been on hols for too long...feel so like shit working but as i said i need to moolah...

Looking forward to meeting some person next week...woo hoo..cant wait to see her and also waiting to see my jc friends...Lau Ann..my declared best friend...wt fish are u doing....hahahahaha
hurry up choose a place...alamak u are so slow...

anyways....im off....work starts again toms...i want u saturday...see ya all

Re:Another Year

2006-05-31T18:01:00.000+08:00

Another useless year has passed and u noe as i lay in my bed thinking of the year in review i realised i have been every lucky in smu. I have met ppl who really mean alot to me such as Jansen, Febbie webbie and natalia eventhough shes a a racist.

Its strange cause i never believed in the fact that you could care about some one and they could not even be bothered abt you until i met natalia. But i still think she is a god send and i feel fortunate to know her

Well as i said i have been quite lucky, gd friends, gd grades and some really fun times...well i really thanks god for them and wishes that he blesses me again with exactly the same year.

Also on the side note..u noe...i kinda feel damm funny abt this talking..recently i have been gettin close to this amazing person...funny cause i dont even have any feelings for her but i think she is a great friend...

Well shes been having boy trouble and i kinda noe abt the situation and u noe i feel she so funny that like ..i like call her wonder woman and stuff and she just breaks when she talks abt this dude...

I never had that power over women and well what can i say..i feel slighly jealous of the guy...
but to her i say...relaz babe..lifes to short to play by the rules...stop listening to every one and get on and make your own decisions in life...

anyways thats it for me...

Cheers

If i could turn back time i would not change a moment of my life

2006-05-28T02:42:00.001+08:00

What a Fun 2 Nites i had...

Had drinks with blackout and a-blur,was damm gd to meet up...we eat dinner and drinks at chijmes where we attempted to get eugene(a blur) drunk with beer and majaritas...

As he said , the fd doesnt matter its the company...and what a blast we had...i mean i really love eugene and raj cause they really took care of me when i first came to singapore....

In some sense i owe them alot, they were my family and they never once even though i was like five six years younger than them ever made me feel that i was never welcome and i respect them for it.

Raj is still a horny ass...we saw this waitress and they dared me to get her number and i did...
mamasita she was smoking...i just told her that raj was interested in her and would she mind giving her number...

worked like a charm cause i went up to her later and told her i actually wanted the number for myself and i was scared to talk to her cause she was just so hot...well needless to say...shes a bit too old...shes 25...and shes actually btw jobs....

anyways the pic above is my old hostel mates...eugene is in the front rite....hahaha..he doesnt look much but all the people in the photo mean the world to me...

We also gave a impromtu call to Ket chun...that asshole actually remembered me..ahhahaha...ket...mioa mioa...pimp

Its kinda kool cause yoa hong...the gold fish is getting married in july n we are all planning to go down there...tze yuo that foulest lawyer in malaysia is opening his house so might drive down to kl on the 11th of july...lets see

Also today met up with my uncle mahesh from the states for dinner...its always fun meeting up with him cause he is a cool guy...

the sad thing is i have never met his kids ....they are my first cuzs anways and like apparently parisha is like only two years older than me...

Lets hope she comes down to perth in december....then we all can meet up...

anyways im off to bed....nito....

If i could turn back time i would not change a moment of my life

2006-05-28T02:42:00.000+08:00

A New Begginning

2006-05-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

For All Those ppl who knew me and those how have started to know me...i officially moved blogs now...

Wanted to do for something for a change...

For all that do not know me...my name is Vivek Dodani and im a first year student in smu... I am that ridicios looking person in the middle..

I realsie that my only problem in life is women..
Some ppl dont get stats and like Ma but i just dont get women...i mean i always get into trouble with them n because of them...

Espicially singaporean women...i realise i am a pretty awful looking dude but shit man the women here think too highly of themselves.

But i guess i have to just live with that....

Alrites...enough of women....time for me to go to sleep and relazzzzz.....

Gd Nite Singapore